Aku rasa aku tak nak percaya orang sangat sebab aku tak nak sakit lagi. What i mean is, sakit bila kena tipu. Sakit bila kita percaya seseorang tapi dia buat sesuatu yang kita tak suka. 

Sebab tu aku jarang percaya orang, even orang yang aku sayang. 

Aku pernah kena tipu. Aku sayang orang sangat, and then i ended up being a brokenhearted person. I've let my walls down to someone, I've opened up, and someone broke my heart.

and i don't want to be in that condition anymore. deeply its hurt a lot, and take time to cover up all the emotion back the way it is. :( 

For now, it takes time for me to trust someone again. I've put a big walls and i dont want to let anyone to get in. 

Someone did told me this 

'Take care, zaman sekarang no one can be trusted even your best friend'

hm deep, but its true. 

i have some story about my ex bestfriend. to be short dia rampas my boyfriend, and now she keep telling people bad story about me. If orang dengar cerita kedua belah pihak maybe aku yang patut di kasihani. 2 years relation hancur bederai begitu saja. but its okay now. Allah want to show me sebaik mana pun layanan kau terhadap seseorang insan, letakkan 5% untuk tidak terlalu baik sebab endup kau akan di pijak tikam. :')